It has been awhile since I last posted on my blogs.
Guess you all know that I lost someone 2 weeks ago. I must thank everyone who offered me their comfort and support.
What made it so difficult was the suddenes of it. We had just met up recently, at a happy ocassion. He promised to call and update me for he had just started on his new job. I was truly happy for him. He was only 32, just starting on his life's journey.
Perhaps I should have called when he didn't. Perhaps. Would that have changed anything? Perhaps. Perhaps not.
In life, we make our decisions and live the choices we made. I'm not a person who sits down to wonder with the all the 'what ifs', 'perhaps', 'maybe'.
Life is too short already.
Do I miss him? Yes, as Mrs A said.. certain thoughts, certain scenes will bring back the memories. But I believe he is happier where he is now.
But we are all much stronger than we think. Life goes on. Life is still beautiful. There is still much out there, everyday, every minute to bring a smile to my face.
After all.... tomorrow is another day.
Scarlett O'Hara, Gone with the Wind
Good night everyone and sweet dreams.
And I believe Germany has just started their fight with Italy.